TGIF

Thank Goodness for FRIDAY!! This week didn't want to seem to end, but finally, it is what it is.
I just got in w/ Kayla and my niece - they are in the shower now, singing... "help me".. lol
We went to see "Ice Age 2" it was cute, I thought I would fall asleep for sure, but surprise, I was up for the entire movie and actually cried near the end!

If I didn't know it before, I know it now! "I'm pregnant"... lol - these emotions are all out of WACK... What can I say..... Well Baby Ellis is now the size of a JUMBO SHRIMP... how cute.

I'm still not even "almost" showing, I'm still fitting into all of my clothes and have no reason to even go maternity shopping, with the exception of the oh famous, "because I want to".... But I will wait, I'll look silly w/ maternity clothes on and no belly to fit them inside of.. lol SOOOOOOOO in the meanwhile, I'll just wait...

I keep reading the message boards and everyone is showing, can't fit clothes and wearing maternity clothes feeling kinda left out, but, I realize it will all come in time. So I'm not going to worry about it...

12 wks 5 days...

Today was my mthly Dr. Appt. I was really wondering why I have to go to my OB and the Specialist when my OB never really seems to do much.

She comes in asks me questions, takes my weight, blood pressure and feels my stomach... The specialist takes my weight, blood pressure, feels my stomach and I get ultrasounds... What's the difference and since the specialist is doing 4 wks ultrasounds everytime I go... I dont want to have to go to the OB every mth.. Each a day a part?? Really no news from the other that I didn't get from the first...

My doctor told me that I lost 4 pounds within the last month. That is surprising considering I eat PIZZA almost everyday!! This child might come out looking like a great big PIZZA...

I was told today that I will "have" to have another c-section... I'm NOT happy about that at all. Really the pain I experienced the first time was enough to last me a LIFETIME trust! But I guess, If I "have" to, I "have" to...

I have one less thing to worry about... We've picked names that we seem to agree upon..
Boy - Jaden Rudiger (my husband's name)
Girl - Khiya Cheryl (my mom's name)

Of course I want the boy so I can have my girl and my boy, but I want the girl, so she can be named after my mom... I really wish my mother would be here again to experience this with me, but, there is no use crying over spilled milk, she will be watching down from heaven along with Grandmom :-(